fuck you for viewing.. ;p

yeiys...

2007-10-05T00:16:00.000-07:00

haha...yehey... ;p

2007-08-07T21:20:00.001-07:00

ncmh-MIZ YOU FRENDS..... =(

2007-07-04T23:51:00.000-07:00

PINKISH-PINK...HAHA...LEVI-AMPON

oetho-ncmh

2007-07-04T23:39:00.000-07:00

"aries-blog."

2007-04-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

ang susunod kong mamahalin...

ill make sure na kilala tlga ako.. mula ulo gang paa... yung tipong alam nya kung anong klaseng tao ako and alam kong kahit na magtago pa ko sa isang personality alam kong makikilala nya ko..

ang susunod kong mamahalin, yung taong makakakita ng totoo beyond my eyes... yung maiintindihan ang mga bagay na di kayang intindihin ng iba about sa mga gingawa ko... na di lang yung negative side and mkikita kundi magiging equal enough to see ang positive side sa mga ginawa at gagawin ko...

ang susunod kong mamahalin... sisiguraduhin kong sya na ang para sakin... wala ng laro... wala ng taguan... wala ng pagkukunwari...

ang taong susunod kong mamahalin...

cno nga ba ang taong susunod kong mamahalin???

asan nga ba ang taong magtuturo sakin ulit kung pano nga ba magmahal...

asan ka???

asan ka? ANG TAONG SUSUNOD KONG MAMAHALIN?

-wala lang po... gusto ko lang ma-update ang aking blog... at ang nilalaman ng aking kasulatan ay isa lamang ideya na namutawi sa aking isipan habang ako ay abala sa aking mga gawain.-

2007-04-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star

o.r duty na!!

2007-03-19T21:53:00.000-07:00

"EX" copy from bianca

2007-03-12T02:24:00.001-07:00

>ex-boyfriends or girlfriends solicit all kinds of reactions when they see their respective ex-girlfriends and boyfriends.
>there's the deadma approach, "ah really she was here? i didn't see her."
some take on the fifth, "please. i'd rather not talk about it."
>others give the head to toe, "did you see who he was with?! did you see what she was wearing?? my gosh!"

>and to some extent, a lot exert extra effort, "you sure he'll be there?! i have to look good! hmph! makikita niya!"

>we can't help it. its human nature!

>>case one - is it still possible to be friends?

+love story: boy was instantly attracted to girl, they became friends, boy courted girl

lasted: 8 months
broke up: 2years ago
status: both still single, both doing well

>texted me the other day saying that she wanted to be friends with, but she's worried that he might expect something more and she doesn't think she's ready to give that. B has been trying to get back together with 5 ever since they broke up, but B is also the object of different kinds of gossip that 5 doesn't really like. 5 doesn't know what to believe, is confused, but still wants to be friends. can that really be?

>>>case two - how is he doing now?
love story: it was crush at first sight, but only two years after did boy court girl

lasted: a little over two years
broke up: four years ago
status: boy is single but doing good, girl is happily in a relationship after years of having no news whatsoever, suddenly hears a kwento from her friend about B. apparently, A still hears about B, but A feels bad that she doesn't hear about B. how does A see if B is okay, not for anything, but just to see how N is doing?

>>>case three - is there really no HOPE?

love story: they were high school friends, then boy courted girl during senior year
lasted: on and off for four years
broke up: seven months ago
status: both still single, but still very much in touch

>they started as friends, were the best of friends as a couple, and now, are still friends that consult each other for anything and everything.SHE insists that they'll really only stay friends. but when i asked her if she and B are in good terms, she said they were. when i asked SHE if they were both seeing anyone, she said not particularly. can it possibly be still them in the end?

>>whatever reaction it is, we all HAVE to admit that seeing, hearing about, or even smelling (by virtue of other people sporting the same scent) our ex tightens our chest for a second or more. an ex, no matter how long ago, no matter how bad the break-up, no matter how traumatic the relationship, no matter how much we deny it, can never be erased.

nyay!

2007-03-04T20:10:00.000-08:00

xet

2007-02-18T18:41:00.000-08:00

ow xetz....tama na nga yan...kalukohan.

harts day,,,

2007-02-14T01:55:00.000-08:00

la ko date..kxe
im single..haha
nag-exam kmi ng ob..kun san akoy bagsak 73?kaya nman la pa rin ako gnawa para pumasa cguro..nayun pasado nako...kxe ms nman ang kawawa..huhuhu..arte,,
ntatamad ako mag-aral haay... xhiet..

dati pa toh..nayun lng lumabas..^^<

ganda..

2007-02-08T00:19:00.000-08:00

nga pala..nmimis ko na yun cras ko weh...^^ yun pangarap ko nga pala kawawa nman,
eh ayaw ako pancnin hnggang nayun mas kawawa ako? ^^ di ren...mabait ako weh,ewan ko kun anu kuneksyon,..;p
im single at single na tayo.. ngayon ko lng nalaman kelan pa?;p eniway...ang ganda ng song nato...

No Ordinary Love

This could have been just another day
But instead we're standing here
No need for words, it's all been said
In the way you hold me near
I was alone on this journey
You came along to comfort me
Everything I want in life is right here
‘Cause

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No

ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything’s right again
With your extraordinary love, no, no, no

I get so weak
When you look at me
I get lost inside your eyes
Sometimes some magic is hard to believe
But you're here before my very eyes
You brought joy to my world
Set me so free
I want you to understand
You are every breath that I breathe

This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
I was not prepared enough
To fall so deep in love
This is not your ordinary
No ordinary love
You were the first to touch my heart
Made everything’s right again
With your extraordinary love, no, no, no

From the very first time that we kissed
I knew that I just couldn't let you go at all
From this day on, remember this:
That you're the only one that I adore
Can we make this last forever
This can't be a dream
'Cause it feels so good to me

dig-incubus

2007-01-28T19:09:00.000-08:00

We all have a weakness
Some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye
And ask for forgiveness,
We make a pact to never speak that word again.
Yes you are my friend.

We all have something that digs at us.
At least we dig each other.
So when weakness turns my ego up,
I know you count on the me from yesterday.

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song.
Remind me that we’ll always have each other,
When everything else is gone.

We all have a sickness That cleverly attaches and, multiplies
No matter how we try.
We all have someone that digs at us
At least we dig each other.
So when sickness turns my ego up,
I know you’ll act as the clever medicine.

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song (sing this song).
Remind me that we'll always have each other,
When everything else is gone.
oohhhh each other, when everything else is gone.

If I turn into another,
dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
Sing this song (sing this song).
Remind me that we'll always have each other,
When everything else is gone.
oohhhh each other (sing this song) when everything else is gone.
Oh each other, when everything else is gone.

hours ago...

2007-01-15T23:30:00.000-08:00

pixakuulers..

2007-01-15T19:37:00.000-08:00

ay, kuul .....my frst blogfor too-oh-oh seven..
enyways..foundation day kaya la pasok,,kaya sooo bored ,,,pero sop swerte kxe ang cute ng crush niya..and coz of that nag-eenjoy ako..^^
nga pala...nakita ko c karas kanina....yun nga lang anlayo eh..d tuloy nakasmile ... ;p tsaka na mga pix 4 this january...^^ nakakatamad pa .

secondsem pix..

2006-12-11T23:18:00.001-08:00

abstract!

2006-12-09T00:29:00.000-08:00

why?im posting this song...haha.

2006-12-08T01:46:00.001-08:00

Much has been said
Said you never leave
Why'd it have to be
Harder than it had to be
Don't you throw blame
You were a part of this
Wasn't suppose to end
With us just walking away
So many times we tried
Holding on to the pain but in my baby's eyes I see my shame
Asking why you had to leave
Wasn't I strong enough to make you see
That the biggest part of this
It's not about you and me
But just be wrong if we held on
Maybe tomorrow we'll find
A taste for the old days hard lessons
We've left behind
This mirrors an open door
I can barely stand to see myself
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm crying out for help
Ohh lord
Much has been said
Will I never learn
Keeping my fingers crossed
Praying for my luck to turn
But I can't complain
I'm living it easy
Job's keeping me busy
Going crazy
Can't describe the way it felt
When you left said your goodbyes
It just seems crazy for me to think
That I'll find love a second time
But we all know how it all wraps up in the end
Maybe tomorrow we'll find
Ohhh lord…
What am I leaving behind
Sweet how we see the big picture when your life's not on the line
I know the way out but do you see what I see
A tortured life always second guessing the bookie
Put money on the table thought that was all I had to do
Never came home
Never said a word to you
No one ever said it was going to be easy…
Easy start over again this time this time
Let's do it right
Start over again this time this time
Let's keep the fires burning

mga bugak...

2006-12-06T23:58:00.000-08:00

san lazaro...

2006-12-04T00:47:00.001-08:00

superwomen...????

2006-11-23T21:40:00.000-08:00

wid ate edra.....tutulog nalang..

labo nio naman...

kahihinhin ba...

liliit natin ah?

kyutkyut namin noh,,,?

manila...manila,,,,

2006-11-20T21:25:00.000-08:00

minadali lang.

labo....^^

anung meron...

dilim ah???

pav 8

ang hangin bizfrend,,,

naks...?nurses ba ito...

dapitan,..ust

majar.kuya eric...ako

representing....haha,,

wid sir diaz...

cool...

at wendy's....sa uste...

san lazaro....first day!!

moa...fountain!!!!

naks.....ang globo bow...^^<

bizfrends...

f he's ur frend ..

2006-11-01T21:15:00.000-08:00

god..he's sooo sweet...grabeh....^^<
wenwill i met a guy like him...^^<

and dey say..

2006-10-25T00:31:00.000-07:00

kaitim....

we're bzfrends...^^

2006-10-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

haay..kakabakla nmang mke-up toh..
trip ng instructors...hay..cute pa rin kami ni bizfrend....niahahaha...

18th bday... nia..

2006-10-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

this is the moment ..........yeahehehehe.......it's marletas birthday..and ala lang....^^<

picture pix wd r instructors...gandahin at gwapuhin ba... ;p

2006-10-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

mah spits...^^<

2006-10-11T18:00:00.001-07:00

In terms of equality..no, men and women were never,nor will they ever be equal.They are different both possesing different and usually complementary strenghts and weaknessess.Which is why they can come together and propagate.We support and comlplete one onother like two pieces of a puzzle.Men and women are equal in many ways but some very good points have been overlooked as well,men and women are equal when opposing to the actions of the opposite sex just like cheating,hurting one onother,degradation,humiliation..need I go on?To me I may be young and naive but it is experience in our lives that makes us equal to someone else,not the gender between our legs,woul I go to war?yup,would i be scared shitless?yup,facing possible death is a scary thing.But its not because I am a woman that I would do it,I'ts because i will fight for what i believe in,not cause i am a great shot.Would I feel degraded having a male partner plant an I.V. drip in me because he is male?Nope,seen many male nurses better that some females at nursing,maybe its the attitude of a person and what drives them to do what they do in life,that makes them good,not because they have an outtie instead of an innie or vice versa.Ever notice that some mothers are terrible?and never should have been mothers?same for fathers?There again I rest in my case,not te sex,but the soul beneath the veneer,just a persons opinion,not rooting for one specific gender.But the person that they are inside,deeply,who we are.

the fuckin song..-eamon..

2006-09-29T02:26:00.000-07:00

[Verse 1:]

See i dont, know why,

i liked you so muchI gave you all,

of my trustI told you,

i loved you, now thats all down the drain

Ya put me through pain,

i wanna let u know that i feel

[chorus:]

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now

Fuck the presents might as well throw em out

Fuck all those kisses,

it didnt mean jackFuck you,

you hoe,

i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now

Fuck the presents might as well throw em out

Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack

Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

[verse 2:]

You thought,

you could

Keep this shit from me,

yeah

Ya burnt bitch,

i heard the story

Ya played me,

ya even gave him head

Now ya askin for me back

Ya just another hag,

look elsewhere

Cuz ya done with me

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now

Fuck the presents might as well throw em out

Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack

Fuck you, you hoe,

i dont want you back

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now

Fuck the presents might as well throw em out

Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack

Fuck you, you hoe, i dont want you back

Ya questioned,

did i care

You could ask anyone,

i even said

Ya were my great one

Now its, over,

but i do admit i'm sad.

It hurts real bad,

i cant sweat that,

cuz i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now

Fuck the presents might as well throw em out

Fuck all those kisses it didnt mean jack

Fuck you, you hoe,

i dont want you back

sik sad li'l world....

2006-09-23T00:46:00.000-07:00

No, you're not the first to fall apartbut always the first one to complainyou better get careful oryou'll compromise everything you areThe world is a drought when out of loveplease come back to usyou're all of the above"I'm making a choice to be out of touchleave me be" he saidhe said, he said"Leave me here in mystark raving sick sad little worldleave me here in mystark raving sick sad little world"I've never had unpaid confidantesit's more than I would care to explainbut I have an open doorpolicy when it comes to blameThe world is a joke when out of loveplease come back to usyou're all of the above"I'm making a choice to be out of touchleave me be" he saidhe said, he said"Leave me here in mystark raving sick sad little worldleave me here in mystark raving sick sad little world""Leave me here in mystark raving sick sad little worldleave me here in mystark raving sick sad little world"

mabuhay"masaya ko..^^<

2006-09-16T03:23:00.000-07:00

hey: haha...ala lang uhmm..sad ng life kc bagsak nanaman aku...^^ tanang strat yan dba....and yun frend ko ..wawa xa wag na tanong kun bakit..basta malungkot ang buhay..anlungko lungkot...^^ sobra...hihi.....la lang..^^ malungkot at mabait nako..^^

taz ayun un lang..^^

shaneshet

2006-09-13T23:45:00.000-07:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa..lalang^^